Staring down at the neon city from where they stood silently, he remembered what Nellie had said earlier about the city that never slept, New York reminded him again about Tokyo for that city rarly slept either but than again he didn't livein Tokyo although he could haved visit whenever he wanted like he had in the past with Michiko. Oyama, his home town in Shizuoka was far different than Tokyo. Oyama was a large town and had it's own fair of neon lights itself but at the foothills of the great mountain of Japan, the city for the most part went to sleep besides the many expressways leading into and out of the city. Out in Oyama, one could witness the stars and gaze upon them as much as they liked without interupption. By the tone of her voice and the feeling of Nellie's head rubbing agianst his shoulder, he gently released his hand from hers and wrapped his arm around her, reeling her inwards agianst his shoulder completely, allowing her head to rest agianst his. The two were awfully close but this was normal for them he thought? the first day they met, Nellie playing as Alia ended up sleeping on top of him, If that didn't scream close enough than he had no idea what did. Romance hadn't been on his mind for a few years now but now, how could he? he had gone through so much and was given little time to recover, it didn't help either he was always near women that held interest in him.
These last few months however spending time with Alia and Nellie had changed him, maybe fixed those cracks he gain after those horrible events? He really couldn't tell but one thing he did know was that Nellie was different from most other women he met and by how she acted around him, he could also tell she felt the same as him. He wasn't sure how or If Nellie could handle being in the shadow of Michiko and Satoya and a few other, god his romantic life was too damm complicated, he sometimes wished he was someone else entirely. Still holding her head, he tightly held her close as he spoke to in a low voice,
"It's ok, I understand, I know how you feel even If your not sure how to express it or say it, It's ok I understand Nellie." He contiuned to hold her tightly, he didn't want to let go of her. It had taken a moment for the whole event to seep into his mind for him to realize they were having a moment! Well he would say he wasn't expecting that but considering he was holding her hand since they got here, it was only to be a matter of time before something happened right? They two stood in silence for a mere moments as he collected the thoughts in his mind, he need to figure what he had wanted to do or say to Nellie next, he was sure what he had just said to her probably confused her or have made her speechless, not knowing what to say. He didn't want to confuse her anymore than he had already but there was something he had to do, he had to confirm what he already knew for his own sanity sake. Taking his arms off Nellie, he turned his entire body to face Nellie, he stared into her eyes with his own as if he was staring into her very soul to read it. He pulled her close until there were only a mere five inches away from each other lips, he wrapped his arms around her again as if he was hugging her, he spoke to her again in his quiet, soft tone,
"Nellie....my beautiful Ice Queen, Close your eyes." He gave her a few moments to close her eyes or to prepare herself. Letting out a small sigh, slowly he closed the distance between the two, landing his lips on hers, his tongue went forward, breeching the inside of her mouth, he twisted his tongue agianst her's in a series of "Tag".
The next moments that came next was a series of internal feeling he hadn't felt in some years....It's was a surprising to him in a way, there wern't any words to really describe the emotions that were running through his mind, Joy? happiness? Sorrow? He felt happy he found the joy of finding someone like him that shared his own feelings but there was still a small part of him that nudged at him, reminding him of Satoya....but she was dead, he would remember her and keep her legacy alive but he also knew he couldn't let her death effect him forever, besides he already knew she would of told him to move on with his own life. Than of course there was Michiko, the woman he ran out on since he wanted to make his own decisions in his own life, despite still being the best of friends and being business partners, even though she would never it have in her to say it to him, he knew she had never forgiven him what he did and he knew it stilled heavily affected her to this day that she refused to marry any man. He wasn't going to allow those fact that came with memories of the past to bother him, right now it was him and Nellie and he was going to enjoy his long, passionate kiss with her. It became clear he didn't want this moment to end, Kissing Nellie felt different from kissing any other woman he had kissed pior, even from Satoya, Nellie must of been special he assumed.
After It felt like time had stopped, he finally pulled his lips away from Nellie's but he wasn't done staring into her soul through her beautiful purple eyes. He held her tight before he gathered the will to finall speak in his usual serious tone,
" After you turn eighteen and after your graduation from your highschool, I want you to return to me....In Japan, in Oyama......and live with me possibly as my future wife....If that's something you want. I will do my best to make you feel at home there, I will help you to understand our culture and our way of life, I will help you continue your education and find something you enjoy doing for a living, best of all you have me and maybe in the future, Little Ice Princesses running around....I find you special Nellie and I don't want your life being decided by your parents." Ryosuke went silent for a moment, hesitating, not knowing what to say at first, everythin he had just said was impulsive but he still meant word he had said to Nellie, he hoped she believed him as well.....otherwise it be awkward for the both of them for the next few minutes and the rest of the evening. Gaining the will to speak again, he spoke as before,
"Nellia......I have only known you now for a few months now yet I feel as close to you as I was with Satoya and Michiko and I know that couldn't have been just a coincidence. I know that girl under that mask you must put on every day and I have loved that woman ever since we spend the night sleeping in that fox hole all that time ago. I don't want you to ever put that mask on ever again even If your not with me."
@Alia