The living room was dark, the only light coming from the flat screen mounted to the wall. The smell of turkey and pumpkin pie lingered in the air even though the leftovers had been packed away and refrigerated hours ago. The thermostat was cranked up making the room toasty. New York seemed to always become bitterly cold around this time of year. Two mugs of not-so-hot hot cocoa sat on turkey shaped coasters on the coffee table. Late night traffic blared from the streets of Manhattan down below. Serena often wondered how her mother could sleep through the horns blaring in the dense city, not like it was any better in Brooklyn.
Two lumps were sprawled across the couch, sharing a handmade quilt to keep them safe from the howling wind outside. Serena yawned, catching herself nodding off. She sat up a little, forcing her tired eyes to watch A Charlie Brown Thanksgiving for the fifth time that day. Tucked close into her chest, her daughter mumbled in her sleep about a fat turkey. Liliana was still dressed in her ‘Gobble Day’ sweater, a few stains from a pudding mishap decorating the collar. In her arms was her favorite stuffed duck, Mr. Ducky.
Serena smiled when her gentle gaze fell on the sleeping face of her baby. She pushed a few strands of her curled brown hair away from her face, smoothing it down in hopes it wouldn’t be a crazy mess in the morning. They had come to stay at Serena’s mother’s apartment for the holiday, deciding it would be easier considering Serena was on call tonight. The hospital had given her the day off to spend with her family, but once that clock hit midnight she’d be gone.
She felt guilty for having to leave her little family in less than an hour. She barely had enough time to spend with her baby girl as is, it only made it bittersweet to leave her here. Serena was worried that at some point Liliana would completely forget about her with how little she was around anymore. She worried that she'd think Serena was never there for her, that she didn't care. Liliana probably thought of her grandmother more as her real mom anyway. The thought made her heart hurt. Her little girl was her world, after all.
The watch on her wrist beeped, causing her shoulders to slump. Serena ran her thumb across Liliana’s cheek, smiling sweetly as a little grin appeared on her face. She pressed a tender kiss to the little one’s forehead, holding back a familiar wave of emotions as she pulled away. She struggled to wrestle herself free of the couch, careful not to wake up the sleeping four-year-old. She pulled the quilt up under Liliana’s chin, tucking her in to make sure she’d be nice and warm without her there. “Goodnight, my paperella. Happy Thanksgiving, I love you,” she whispered, before moving silently through the apartment to change into her scrubs.
Last edited: Nov 27, 2017