Ah, no real reason, Savannah muttered, giving a smalls shrug of her shoulders. She wanted the motion to look easy, but the action appeared stiff and forced. I just…I dunno. I just don’t want any misunderstandings between us, you know? She could vividly remember one misunderstanding between her and Lucia which would have spelled death for the knight. Little did she know that might’ve done the same for her Ladyship.
I’m not…I don’t really…ah, how to say this without sounding like a loon. A self-depreciating chuckle escaped her control and she forced a frustrated hand backwards through the long black locks that hung to about the small of her back. Usually, she had her hair tied up in a tight bun and hidden beneath her helm, but since she had gone sans armor today, she had also decided to let her hair down. It felt good.
You know how people hug and kiss and, I dunno, hold hands and stuff. Just, you know, physical…stuff with other people? I don’t really…I mean, I guess I kinda miss cues for that stuff? She frowned and immediately shook her head. Okay, well, not exactly. Like I understand it, but…I’m not, uh, used to it. My…real life family aren’t—er, wasn’t—really keen on physical affection. She hated the words as the tumbled from her lips, but there was a sincere undertone to them. She was embarrassed as well, her eyes glancing here and there, anywhere but Luna’s face.
Luna probably thought she was a freak…
She cleared her throat and clapped her hands together before interlacing her fingers and popping her knuckles, the sound drowned out by them tromping over grass and dirt in their walk back toward Lucia’s camp.
So, ah, don’t…don’t think it’s not, wanted? I guess? Um, I just don’t know…how…geesh, I sound crazy, don’t I? She gave another shake of her head and licked her lips. Maybe a conversation change was in order.
That’s smart though, whoever gave you…both weapons. We can practice with either. It’ll be…really good for you. Well, and me. Some of the citizens like sparring, but they’re often too afraid to hurt me for some reason.