_____Kaede quickly made a dismissive wave when Luna mentioned what Kaede looked for in boys, however still blushing as she looked at the girl and wondered how to safely reply to the question to try and make some recovery for what she had done so far to look to needy for attention in her mind anyways. Trying to take another bite of her food before she decided the only route she had was to simply keep to her current actions or maybe just a slight reroute while following the same road, maybe a change of lanes would be a better wording for her next choice of words.

”Just girls, I’ve sadly had a bad experience with a boy before and since then don’t like to chance they can find way into my heart if I let them. But for what i look for… It might sound silly but a loose connection… I can never commit to anyone… I always fear them or me breaking away so I never try to seek a full connection…”
_____Kaede’s finger began tracing the lip of her cup, her focus on the water as it reflected an image of the girl she still fell head over heels for but had not seen in some time. She missed her more than anything and yet the girl was still outside her reach, it both made her heart sink and yarn for another’s attention to try and mast the pain. That and drinking herself to the point of forgetting it all and only living the moment. Moving her focus from the water to try and smile at Luna.

”Aside from that, caring and considerate. Someone I can try to tell some secrets to, or trust them to have my back when I need it, or a shoulder to cry on… I guess one sad thing… I never really considered what I look for in a girl… I just wanted another attention… Sad isn't it…”
_____Kaede was not so much blushing anymore, her gaze looked sad as she started walking a dangerous line close to her real self. It was not something she liked to show others, last thing she wanted was their pity or sympathy but so far it was the only road she could fully walk for the moment and have some way to recover from things if she played her cards and laced her words correctly. Taking another bite of her food before she held her head slightly and tried to remove the unpleasant face she ended up making.

”Sorry, guess my words slipped again, ha-ha. How about you? What sort of boys and girls get you excited?~”
_____Kaede smiled, her attempt to quick save her previous route and once more get the footing slightly onto Luna’s side. While one might think she was pushy, others could also see it as her trying to avoid topics about herself, almost as if she enjoyed being the mysterious one but loved to know her partners for some reason still unclear. But with how often she seemed to switch her approach style it was hard to find out what one was the real Kaede trying to speak to Luna to find out about the cute girl before her, if any had been the real side of Kaede to begin with that was.
@Luna Avalbane