School had been rough.
Throwing her bag into it's slotted corner of the room, Lily found herself falling face first into her bed. Her left hand hung off the side of her bed, even as she had her face to the wall on her right. She stayed there a few moments, closing her eyes. Sighing, she pushed herself up and headed to the bathroom. Washing her hands and then her face, she looked into the mirror, and saw the bags under her eyes. With an annoyed motion, she swiped at them, and then shook her head. Of course they were noticeable to her - she was looking for them. Taking a few moments, she shifted her head from side to side, looking at her face.
''Of course he said no, look at how ugly you are, you fat whore.'' she muttered to herself.
She didn't quite slam the door, but she moved out of the bathroom, angry at herself. Of all the stupid things to do, that was pretty much the one stupidest to take the cake. She had, stupidly enough, asked her crush of a year and a half to go with her to the dance. It would have been fine if he just turned her down, but he laughed, pointed her out to his friends, laughed some more, and then finished with something to the likes of 'Are you serious or are you just joking with me?'. She was sure if she bothered, she would remember the exact words, but right now she didn't want to.
And since then, she'd been putting herself down mentally. So it was no surprise that instead of homework, she shut her door, flopped on her bed, and logged onto Terrasphere. At least there, her guildmates didn't laugh at her. In fact, they were rather friendly she thought. And so, she had been playing since then, when a mail rang in her inbox. Blinking, she tilted her head, narrowed her eyes, and clicked the link. Once she had seen the video, the girl hurriedly logged out, and ran downstairs to see if her parents were home yet. She really hoped they weren't, because that would mean a talk, and a talk was always something difficult with Lily. Mainly because her parents tended to not listen until she yelled.
And it took a lot to make her yell.
To her unfortunate misery, both of her parents were home, and sitting in the living room. It was clear they had waited for her. Grimacing, she seated in her chair, facing them. ''Mom, dad.'' she acknowledged, her gaze looking to their feet rather then their face. The silence was unbearable, and she fidgeted. She really hoped they wouldn't mention it, she really didn't need to try and fight for the only thing that made her happy lately. She could play other video games, that's for sure, but none of them were quite like Terrasphere. She really loved it there, mainly because she knew her parents never listened, and always left her home alone.
It had been like that ever since... no don't think about it.
''Explain young lady.'' her mother said, tone stern. Lily actually flinched, and if she had been looking at her parent's face, she would have seen her dad look so sad. Wringing her hands together, she gulped, and looked up towards them. Her green eyes - the only feature she liked - were brimming with tears. ''I... I love the game. I don't care about that newscast. It doesn't matter. Not like I would do anything like that anyways.'' she said. But she could see it - her mother wasn't convinced. That's when the whole day caught up with Lily, her tears falling freely as she got up roughly.
''You know what!? You don't get to say anything! Day in and day out, you leave me here, home alone, ever since they left! I don't even know why they left! Terrasphere keeps me happy and who cares if there's sex or death! Have you seen Grand Theft Auto!? You can purchase a whore, fuck her and then kill her for the money! Sure people are going nuts because this feels more 'real' but seriously!? Where were they with their moral high horse when the SAO incident happened huh!? Nowhere, they didn't care! So either you sit there, and you ban the only thing that makes me happy anymore. Or you don't. And if you do, well then, maybe I'll just go live with Auntie instead! At least I know she cares, unlike you two, who forgot my FUCKING BIRTHDAY!'' she yelled. She didn't even take the time to see their faces.
She ran up to her room, slammed the door shut and locked it. She put one of her chairs underneath the handle to stop them from opening it - she had gotten that chair just for that - and plugged in her own router. Her Auntie was a godsend, not that her parents agreed. And then, she switched her clothes into more comfortable ones - because screw her school uniform right now - and slipped on the helmet. Within moments, she was back within Terrasphere, with people that might actually care. She didn't have to be Lily Briar, that had just gotten rejected by someone she was crushing on in a cruel manner, or having to deal with inattentive, sometimes controlling parents. No, she just got to be Wild Rose, and didn't have to care about anything in the real world.
She was actually happy here.