Complete - Whether in Black or White...

Complete - Whether in Black or White...
Discussion in 'Solo Journey' started by Das Ein Magia, May 5, 2018.
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    Wimp.
    Failure.
    No one wants a naive little girl.
    No one want's to just get along.
    No one listens.
    No one obeys.
    Raina will never return to the life she had.
    Neither will I.
    But do I even want that?
    Love and Justice.
    They do exist.
    It's just that reality is harsh.
    Love and justice doesn't put food on the table.
    It doesn't stop illness or acts of wanton violence.
    Gee whiz... just look at me.
    Look at me.
    That's right. I'm me.
    I'm doing a good job now aren't I?
    Soon, I'll find a way.
    If it's through chaos, then that's just how it is.
    If it's through lies, then that is how it is.
    Those that don't want happiness will resist and those that do will get everything I can give them.
    Am I even me at this point?
    Why does that matter?
    If it all ends happy.
    No one will complain.
    And neither will I.


    Wendy... Wendel? A pink haired girl simply existed.

    Raina, Raina, Raina-chan, Raina-channy chan chan of chans!

    Wasn't that a bit much though? Sure she was her friend and she loved her very much. No one else knew her like she did, and vice versa!

    Wendel was her Imouto! They were heroes that would save the world and live out their favorite anime in real life! Just wait for it! Who needed logic of reality when things can be so fun and colorful?! Just force it to be real!

    That's... a bit extreme. There is ....a point where...

    I'm normal, I'm better than normal! I'm Wendy 2.0! Wowzers nonono! Scratch that! I'm a completely better and new person. I'm what should have been from the beginning!

    Even if I'm worthless. I try, I don't like this.

    No... I do like it... I just... don't like...

    Sigh.

    Vermillion, such a devil. Such a problem but still useful and still the one she must obey. She was her mother after all.

    What? No her mother was not even in this crazy world! Or was her mother someone else entirely? Did it even matter anymore?

    Nope. Family didn't solve anything. It was nice to have loved ones. Only after everything was happy. Not before, before... they would just get in the way and suffer. They were suffering right now.

    How long had it been since she pet Jojo?

    Jojo will just have to come here wouldn't he? And everyone else someday. She would have to make some plans for that. After everything is better. It felt good. To finally be sure what she wanted. To finally not feel the feelings that took away her ability to truly help people. To get rid of anything and everything in the way.

    Yeah, but then... why did she feel wrong? Why did she feel she wasn't herself? That feeling was what made Wendel hate her past. She wanted it erased so she could just move on. Why... did it take so much effort?

    "It's been a long time. You are still holding on aren't you?"


    Huh? Holding on? To what? The promise of the Happy Ending? Gee whiz of course she was! That was all that mattered! It was...

    "Even your Dissonance has adapted to your will. You are so strong Wendy."


    Don't call me that!

    "I'm sorry. I would respect your wishes if you truly were in control of them. You are doing well all things considered. Mm-mm."


    What?

    "A desire to reverse your hopes. To bring you to destroy everything for pleasure. That was changed by your will alone. Even if you might fade I cannot be sure as still I cannot see the future the same way anymore. Know that even Dissonance cannot make you change the base of your desire. Your purpose is so strong it can only go along with it... but.... that is also part of the problem that you represent in this. It will take the strength of your will and only become more powerful from it."


    Wendel was confused. Was she asleep? Awake? Was she...dead? No.

    "I came here to tell you that I am sorry. I'm so sorry that you, several others from your world, and even your best friend has been drawn into this. I never knew it would go this far. Or maybe i just didn't want to think about it."


    What?

    Wendel didn't understand, no. This was different. She focused as much as she could and slowly her body began to appear. Wendy was floating in some void...

    Wendy? Urgh gosh darn it! Why was she still thinking of...

    "Cogs that haven't turned in thousands of years are once again in motion. I have used a small part of your essence to return. However that would have never been possible if you weren't who you are. I met some others. They seem to be having fun but I know that they are becoming aware of things."


    The voice grew fainter.

    "NO! Please, don't just leave! Not again!"


    She spoke? Wendy spoke in this weird place? ...Cool beans!

    "I don't know who I am anymore! Please tell me! Help me!"

    "You are... you won't give up.... I....never did either.... Tria... would have wanted you as.... a friend...."


    Wendy grasped at the void with hand. She was so confused and lost. All she had was her desire to stop this madness. To end this trap they were in. Wendel wouldn't give up. That was true. Never ever give up ever again.

    She wasn't going to be a weak little girl like Magi Heart again.

    "I must... say I am sorry... I ....must stop....the chaos.... your friends... I may....hurt.....but it'll be okay... I promise."


    What? Hurt? Who?!

    "I try to hold my promises just as dearly as you do Wendy Ann Quinn."

    The world turned into white... and then...

    All faded to black.
     
    Last edited: May 5, 2018